BeGgEr iN ViENnA

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Syl ANd FioN...

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syl And FAdz..

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Syl anD jOanNa

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Syl AnD baO yinG..

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Syl AnD fAdz..

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SyL and FiOn.

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Fion and JeRry..

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JeRry And bAo Ying..

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MaIa And LouIs!

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Mi aND JeRRy

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Jo anD jErRy

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LoUis and JerRy..

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maia and bao ying..

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joanna and maia

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mi and Zi YiNg

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guan yi and maia!

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guanyi and oLinda!

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mi aNd DapH again..

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guan yi AnD daph..

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mi and DapHanE!

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Mi ANd JoAnnA

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mi and BAo YinG

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GuaN yI aNd JoAnNA..

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Mi And JoAnNA..

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FadZy anD mi!

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Mi anD fIOn!

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SiNGpoRe IdoL!

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mi and FioN!

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baoying and FION!

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Mi and Cheryl (2)

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Mi anD cheryl..

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the IdoLs (TwO)

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the IdoLs!

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Mi and bao ying!

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it's FAdzY, FiOn. Stan And the big Fat Pi PI pIGz!

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Crazy Fion...

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It's Mi and JoAnnA

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KuNroNg dUrinG meeTinG

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mi anD Baoying

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mI aND mR Ng

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JoRdAn, Stan, LiZ, FioN, jOaNnA, kunRoNg, mi ANd Mr NG

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MR Ng, StAnleY, LiZ, KuNroNg, JoRdAn, FiOn, JoAnNa and mi..!

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FRiEnDs.. Chien Wei, DOmiNiC, LiaNg Yi, JoRdAn, FiOn, BaO yiNg, LiZ, KunRonG, StAnlEy, JoAnNa, Mi AnD MaX..!~

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My BeLOvEd COM... from the top, JoRdAn, KuNrOnG, FioN, LiZ, Mi, STanleY And JoAnNa...

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Mi And DOm

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Mi AND mAx

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mi and JoAnnA....

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mi and LIZzY..

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Fion aNd Mi... can u imagine how big is her head? it's like a BiG hEAD DOLL DOLL.. haha

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Mi ANd Bao YinG

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mi AnD mY littLe lAnTerN (2)

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mi and my little lantern (1)

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now, this 1 i dunno hu is hu.. hHAhaa

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ClOCkwise: Stanley JoAnNa Mi AnD LizzY

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LiZ anD jOaNnA (3)

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LiZ anD jOaNnA (1)

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LiZ anD jOaNnA (2)

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Cg COM (2)

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StAnLeY, Mi, JoANnA, LiZ, FiOn, KuNrOnG aNd JoRdaN.. (cG COM)

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Mi And mY jUniOr (2)

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Mi And mY jUniOr (1)

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mi AnD CAsSaNdRa

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Mi AnD JoAnNA

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ItZ mI anD JoAnNa

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JOaNna bite mi.............!!~

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JoAnnA kEna BitTen by Mi!~ hahAHahA

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Mi And LizY!~

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LiZy FioN haRrY joAnnA anD mI (2)

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LizY FiON HaRrY jOanNa And MI!~

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JoaNNa KeNA bItTen By MI! hahaha

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HaRrY JoANnA Fion EiNsTeiN sTanley LizY and mi (2)

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Mi and Stan

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Stanley, FioN, FadzY mi and JoannA (2)...

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mi And FaDzY..

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Baoying, Fion, Mi, fadzy and Joanna

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Mi and JonaThan

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Mi and my WIFE

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JoAnNa, FaDzY, FiOn, LiZ, JoNaThaN, HarRy Mi and My WIFE..!~

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Now ThEy BiTe mi!~

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sTanLeY,FioN, Fadzy Mi aNd JoAnNa

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Mi And mY oRchEsTra

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HaRrY, JoAnNa, FiOn, EiNsTeiN,LiZ, Mi and Stanley

2004-09-09T16:24:00.000+08:00

WoW.... BACK... haha

can't wait till tml sia.. got CG... jus love cg sia...

miss those days when the whole cg was so fun... not very unite also, but it's enough to make things out.... the standard and the team spirit will be there... but things are different now..

alot of juniors dun really like cg... some even hate.. i as a chairman, dun really how to solve things.. they can be forgiven if they are stupid.. but we can't forgive them when they give up trying... that's wat i hate most... scoldings are seems to be useless.. i dunno wat to do... maybe they really haven't try the taste of failure... the seniors including me had that feeling kept inside our heart that make us not to fail again... we want the next batch that is the juniors now to achieve gold... it's not impossible.. but i can't hit things into their head.. the seniors tried very hard including mi... PLS.. haiyo... dun give up in yourself... i trust the juniors to be able to make miracle happen like wat we did last time...

if the seniors all come back, i'm sure we can get gold in SYF... something that is missin in the juniors mind... the determination to fight as a team, the love and fun when we have practice together, work hard, gain and lost...

If 1 of us look or sounds bad, WE all look and sounds bad...

the concept:

One Man, One Sound!

2004-08-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

I'M back IN my BloGGie AgaIn

Quite tied up with my exam last week.. STRESS!~ haha than after getting my results :
english 20/40, chinese 50/100, maths 33/50, physics 20/35, chemistry 27/35, history 11/15... social studies and poa haven get back.. i'm quite satisfied than i got a little happening with the dumi gerz.. haha.. with weili fion roxanne and rowena, we went to the gym!! haha.. we went to safra but the girls underage so we went to the tampines sports hall.. haha after awhile of slacking, we go for our exercise.... weili go jian GAO, Fion go jian FEI, roxanne and rowena got jian MEI than i go jian SHENG haha.. than we from abt 5.30 gym to 6.30 lor.. than the girls when to clean up and mi too... haha after that i we go to tm and have our dinner, before that, weili got take her baobei keychain..

after dinner, we go for a photoshop at pretty tokyo... haha it's my first time taking pic actually... than i felt a little shy lar.. haha with so many girls but later, xi guan liao haha.. than while they are decorating the pics, i when yamaha... to see my dream piano... dunno when then can buy new 1.. my 1 lao kok kok 1... than thinking when can i xi xian my dream... after that i kinda late and we have school tomorrow... haha we then took some pics lor.. haha

wat unfortunate is that i over slept and miss the stop and landed at ubi... bo pian still need to get home, so there am i writing my bloggie lor haha...

had a wonderful time with the gals! haha

HerE aRe The CrAzy PiCs!~

the DuMi GeRz

Mi anD the BluR bLUr FioN

mi and THe ShoRtY wEili... she Not tAll EnoUgh tHat's Why CanNOt gEt Her FaCE.. haha

ok she is tall enough liao!~ haha.. she like doll doll hoR!`.. hehe

HAha It'S mi and Hot BaBe RowEna (Jie Jie)

haha It'S mi And Hot BaBe RoxAnnE (mei Mei)

2004-08-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

I'M DAMN DISSAPOINTED WITH MYSELF...

guess wat GUYs... i gonna fail my MT.. i swear to god i worked hard for that shit manz... i guess i have done enough maybe... i wrote all the words that is coming out.. but than it jus went black during the examination period... i'm than stress than sia... than i checked the worksheet miss tan gave us... it was nearly all WRONG... i'm damn dissapointed with myself sia... i will NEVER trust chinese anymore... it jus SUX...

i'm pondering over same sex relationship... i'm alright with the concept but not the appearance.. means like if i see lesbian kissing at public guess wat.... i will vomit... it's disgusting maybe i dun understand but erm... i'm like this larz.. viewed abigail's friendster... guess wat.. i saw two female squeezing each other butt.. wow gross manz.. and a gal kissing her or wat can't really see the photo's properly... but i can confirm she's not les.. but.. the photo still suxz...

my eng.... i still have hope for it... my maths too... my science i dun think so... my humans maybe.. my poa probably also... but arh CHINESE jus sux larz..

i wanna say FUCK U ANCESTORS for creating the languange CHINESE.. u know wat?? u did a sin for your lifetime... cause it's SUX!!~... i will stick to this mentallity until i pass my chinese.. so FUCK U the creator...

2004-08-12T23:26:00.000+08:00

Dan!!~ sianz lar.. so shameful... tio counselling chao chee bye sia... i gonna suffer loneliness agian.. bring shame to every 1 around mi... but NVM!!~.. hmmp!~.. if u feel ashame than tell mi.. i will move far a way from u...

walked to into bedok HQ... i still remember the first time in the detention cell... shame.. afraid and can't wait to get out of tt place.. but this time i'm walking as a normal citizen not a criminal... when i waiting to see my verdict... ppl walked ard mi with the look of despice... i felt ashame and try my best not to get into that dark room anymore....

2004-08-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

without working.. i feel that i'm wasting my time there... getting little pay, cheap labour, even the auntie working in the food court collecting plates earns more than mi... wat do u think of my job than??..

reached home around 2.30.. watching monster garage.. haha from net... watched until night.. adn watch american idol.. it's like a break for mi.. jus one day onli.. as my exams are coming.. i had u buck up... than i felt bored practise my zhong yin... with the song "liang zhu" (butterfly lovers).. after a while i started to play with pics... these are my creation...

the feelings of an instrument

mi, myself and dayn..

sad with frustration!!~..

2004-08-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

i'M bored now... LeaVing this company for a period of time until my end-of-year exams are finish!!..

WeWe!!~.. haha.. im at office now... jus wat... haha jus finish my maths exercise.. feeling satisfiying for the accomplisment... haha!!~.. waiting for the cd to finish burning.. than i'm out of there...

yesterday 9.30pm..

haha leaving home to jackson house for a gathering.. with nancy, zhong xiao, daryl, cheryl, jackson and sophie... before i reach here i quickly catch a "puff" cause i will be "trap" inside... haha reached.. than i did my maths... quite tired and hungry... haven had my dinner than.. haha.. dan.!~

k.. out!! haha.. went to buy food with sophie.. than we talked alot of stuff about HRS and stuff.. not for them telling my perioritys in my life.. i will not be studying maths..haha.. so went to S11 near tampines mrt.. than will waiting for the food i saw farhan hafiz and his friend... ask mi for cigarette.. than i gave than... haha. then my food is ready liaoz... and sophie SPRING CHICKEN is not yet ready.. haha then off we go... meeting cheryl at the shell but, as usual.. she's late.. haha.. back i had my dinner and a did not continue my maths then.. a little sianz..

watch movie then... a show call "monster" an RA film actually.. a bout a prostitue later had hatred with man and killed six including a policeman.. jus to earn money for her lesbian girlfriend.. and her job as a prostited to earn money but she had mental problems about mens.. cause one of her customer is a pervert trying to rape her... quite a nice show actually.. than is 4 o'clock in the morning already.. than watched kill bill.. haha and noticed daryl is losing and his not really happy about it.. nvm.. have of the show.. i'm collapsing already haha..until 5 o'clock.. we leave his house..

and i woke up at 4 o'clock today... to pass zhiming the tape recorder... and waiting for the tracks to be bounce out of pro tools for burning... i practise my maths.. but it's quite ok... but with a few questions i dunno haha... k leaving my disc ready and i'm leaving... it's my day... haha.. k lArz gtg.. bye readers!! haha

2004-08-09T20:17:00.000+08:00

NATIONAL DAY!!~

haha.. today when out with fadz, keegan, guanyi, kunrong, fion and yan ming... we went to Plaza Singapura u catch a movie... we wanted to catch ella enchanted... but too bad we went there late.. than we watch "the village" instead... than before the show.. i went play initial D 3..

the show is BORING... but nvm larz.. than we so bo liao... nothing to de than we went to visit the istana... cause we thought the open house is today... but no... haha.. took with the guard there... the man very funny sia.. than stupid fion keep touching his gun... after tt go home and watch NDP.. than now leaving for jackson house... got gathering.. haha

from left mi, guan yi, mr funny police man, kunrong, fadz, fion and yan ming

fadzy, fion, and mr SHY policeman..

guan yi, mr SHY policeman and mi

mr shy policeman and mi

mi and mr funny policeman

istana park!!~

guan yi, mi, fadzy, kunrong and fion!!~

mi and fadzy!!..

mi and fadzy again!!~...haha

mi and fion...

mi and kunrong...

mi and yan ming..

mi and guan yi!~.

2004-08-06T14:28:00.000+08:00

heyz... speech day is great today.. although cg still nv play will.. but is alright.. i took alot of pics.. forgot to take with abigail!! shit..
confronted the band peeps today.. the chairman quite gd also.. but told them to stop everything... than apologise on the behalf of my peeps.. than told them to stop.. so.. settled.. hehe.. in office now.. doin my job.. with fadzy.. using the com.. quite a great day today larz actually.. anyway.. SHE reply when i tok to her.. gd gd.. haha

mi and my junior

mi and joanna

mi and jia min

mi and dom

mi and fadzy..

mi and kelly

mi and lizzy

mi and pei shan

mi and fion

mi, harry and his wife

my bao bei

mi and max

mi and yan xia

mi and vege head

mi and meizi

2004-08-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

Wah SianZ aGain finish my rehersal late today.. than chat with yan xia while she made mi wait for silvia with her.. than went home with harry.. slept over stop on the train... nvm.. haiz too tired nv go work... so i when home and chat with my FrEnS.. than one of the taiwan mei mei.. send mi the pic i took with her before she leave back home... haha.. hope u come again!!~.. anyway her dizi quite gd sia...

me and apple

2004-08-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

Frens.. dun try to go out work.. or u won't study anymore when u got the first pay...

haiz jus got home not long ago... so tired.. earning some extra cash for my own... tomorrow got maths test.. i know nothing sia... been sleeping.. cause too tired liao... feel so "mao dun" sometimes... but this job still ok.. learning stuff also... working environment also not bad jus tt the pay is a LiTTle less.. but nvm.. i dun mind..

heyz... happy things now.. she reply my msg from so long... yes!!.. got chance to be proper fren liao... but i afraid wan jia say stupid things to her.. cause she saw my wallet... u better shut up or u will be utterly SORRY shit..! anyway wat's in my wallet u no need to care anyway...... so u jolly well care abt your own prob and dun get mi in trouble..

dan!~.. flu.. shit.. waiting for friday speech day performance.

2004-08-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

haiz.. got my improm2 poa test today.. stuck with the question... shitty.. but overall the day is jus tired and sianz.. quite happy lar actually..

i going for my chem lesson at the lab than i saw her running leh.. than i feel so happy... she got tt type of face when ppl see will happy tt kind 1 lor... so gd..

had my chem practical... so smelly sia the ammonia... made mi wake u sia...

(thinking of yesterday...)
so happy.. no need to be friends like tt also can... i dun ask for more.. at least we can tok can liao... no love... jus friends.. normal friends.. will do liao.. like tt can liao gd enough for mi.. at least maybe we can tok... friends are important to mi now..

2004-08-01T14:33:00.000+08:00

30 july 2004

cLap* cLap* yeah the MEGA concert was so fun... but before tt the iDIot jonathan broke my rit... i'm so pissed.. i can concluded than he is a ultimate destroyer.. so i more clever.. i told him straight, $10 bucks pls.. and gd he return... than i used another lousy rit... but still can lor.. not too bad also.. jus that the "ying se" is diff.. but never mind than concert is still ended sucessfully.. like the song we are singapore very much.. anyway is the first time that make mi feel so singaporean when playing the song... made new friends also.. like jacelyn, pearlyn and zhan yu (sky)..

when the concert over... too bad i nv get the chance to take a photo with tsung yen... so wasted because off my idiotic camera spoil... than she got his no. lehz... she is so happy... than i also...

after tt we went pasir ris to have our supper she answer mi back when i ask her stuff.. of course she answer mi back with not a very nice tone lahz.. but i think that's better when she dun tok to mi.. i think it's like she happy than she tok to mi lahz if not than she will gv mi a cold shoulder lorz.. quite a happy day lahz actually...

31 july 2004

sleep until so suang.. everytime when i think of "her"(another one not the last one) before i sleep i will sleep very well... than woke up at around one plus.. mabel called mi saying that she is doin flag day at bedok.. than tell mi go find her and help her donate money.. so long nv see her liao so i when down.. than accompanied her until 4.30 than when back office at around 5.00 to pack the room for video editing.. than ate china home cook by liu lao shi's wife and his family and yan yan.. than i continue with xiu ping's video.. but the music dun turn out gd have noise it it lahz.. than so sianz.. than is quite late le.. i called my brother to fetch mi.. after tt we went mustafa.. than when we reach there we see a alley got red lights.. than we so see lor.. guess wat.. got prostitue sia.. than some very old 1.. 50+.. interesting than we went shopping i went finding my green tea and yougurt he when to find his army stuff... like maggi-mee.. detergent and more lor.. after tt.. we went serangoon and have pig's organ shop.. so nice.. i every time onli order meat ball and "slim meat" than my bro ate mixed one...after tt... i when order mahz.. than when i comeback the order drinks one came.. than we order liao he went off.. thought he going toilet than he came back with a packet of cigarette.. i thought he buying for his camp mate.. but surprisingly he smokes.... from so long sia... than i smoke with him lor.. lolz.. haha...

thought's:
aI rEn shI tonG kU.. bEi aI shI XiNg fU....

i need to apologise to u for wat i've done to make u angry.. but if dun 1 to say i cannot do anythings also.. so, sorry... hope that we can jus be gd friends.. i dun ask more than tt anymore...

2004-07-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

she GoT a New BoI... that's Gd.. hope i can help her getting the guy's number...

aiyaz... so sianz... i 1 person at zhongying suona section only.. no 1 accompany mi tok... than everytime get the chance to go toilet than can tok to liz, qing lun and the dizi ppl... haiz... nearly falling asleep at the rehersal... thought of her sia... but too bad she not there....

New VisIOn.....

guess wat.. haha got a taste of how's wearing contact lences like... haha thanks to keegan... felt uneasy at first but than almost go over it liaoz.. i thought i will have difficulty taking out but.. wahaha i jus took two minutes...

FeEliNG...

kinda missing her this few days.... she not online when i get home... cause maybe too late le bahz.. only weekends can tok to her.. but, NVM!!~... haha....

haiz... read her blog... admit i still got some feelings for her lahz.. but common sence is no chance 1.. but i wish can forget her larz... read abt her have some1 in mind now... great than.. persue your love 1 bah... althought a little jeslous... but than also now use... than happy for u lor!!..haha.. hope i can help in anyways... how 1 wish we can be friends back leh... same old thing again... tell wat i.ve done wrong... ForGive Mi Larz!!!!!.. Pls..

MeGA conceRT!!! inTereSteD??.. come aND wAtch The SpeCtaCuLAr evenT thaT iNvolvEd 2000++ StuDents, Musician And 500++ vocalist In the Combine school Choir... brought To u By Singapore Chinese Orchestra Pte Lte...

2004-07-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

FiGuREd oUt..

     When i'm practising my suona today. I felt something..

When ever i get a new song, or a new suona.. i look at the score or try the suona... if it's easy, i felt no challenge.. if it's difficult i felt pressure and challenge.. the pressure always got over mi... but after a while i felt than there is satisfaction if the song is complete... than the feeling of music when i slowly insert expression and feeling in the song and than music will overwhelm mi... that's y i like music so much.. it's like a practice cycle in music.... that's wat i wanted to tell my juniors... i may scold them... but i want them to reach my expectation... it's not high... get your tunes, finguring adn rythem right... than that's perfect for mi... it's not impossible... they dun practice that's when i get fed up... i always think every 1 in my mind is the best is up to your ownself... i also... frankly speaking.... every1 got it's very own best... can if effort is put in... i dun believe in impossibility...

there can be miracle when u believe..

     it's always a dream for mi to lead a group of music lovers to have our own solo concerto and spread music and touch ppl lives ... like mi, i also want to perform my own solo concerto "huang tu qing" or "romance in xi bei" (in english) by zhou dong chao lao shi in Musikverein, Vienna.... my imagination is like.. whole hall is packed with audience in the "golden concert hall" and there comes mi... suona soloist.. the other instrument performer are all ex CG members... and every other song is solo by other of my friends... Hock Soon, dizi... Fadz, percussion.. Guan yi, erhu... harry, pipa... denice, joanna, ee lin: zhong ruan... and feishi, cello... it may be a dream and miracle... i believe.. cause, there can be miracle when u believe..

my dreamland..... Musikverein Vienna "golden concert hall"

][ViEnnA iS mY dreamLaND. To Be A pErfOrmEr anD SpEaD mUSic to Touch ppl lIvEs Is My WiSh..][

2004-07-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

Missing u...

WheN eVEr u Are on Net... i fElt a happiness in My HeArt... tHeRe is AlwaYs a ShYneSS in mi tHat blOck Mi fRom sAying That To u... a Warm FeElinG liKe lasT timE wHen "she" Tok tO mi... Is The SamE fEEliNG tHat iS cOmIng To u... a "ChOnG DoNg gAn" WantinG to say All those to U... bUt the BLocKage Is always There.. so I'm hEre in mY blOggy.. to express mY thoUghtS....

2004-07-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

i really dunno y am i always all those things from the people ard mi when i did nothing... is it wrong to worry when your stuff get lost when all ppl in the club is pressing your from things and ppl took without giving mi the notice... i am in-charge of those shirts... y can i get angry... u are the 1 that do those things to mi when i dun deserve it... whats wrong with loving u??.. wat's wrong with that... i'm forgetting u liao... y do all those things to mi again... i onli 1 to be back as friends... to have a topic to talk abt like prom night... u dun look like fake that night... i dun even know wat happen nxt that link to all these... y??... am i so shitty??.. at least tell mi... i'm always guessing things now...

I am the 1 tt StarT LoVinG u BuT do u NeD tO mAKE tinGs WoRse... I DiD do AnYthing WrOng to deserve all tt??? My HeaRt iS leaking now... JuS so dissapointed with my self...

2004-07-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

some 1 brighten mi up today..... grace thanks yeah!~... i thought no 1 will read my blog... thanks to grace that give mi the support with everything i do.... tml CG members that took the t-shirt will sure get it from mi, confirm 1 lor... DoOMs DaY tml!~

today recess is the best recess i got... cause some1 is not ard i feel real great and comfortable... i think he is the main cause of my unrest....

2004-07-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

i really think there is something wrong with mi social life...

no1 share their probs with mi sia....
i am always the 1 hu initiate a conversation...

haiz..... there's really something wrong mi i think and i'm sure.... anyway i think i made two new friends today... and it's from taiwan... and is two MEi mEi!~~... hehe... i onli them know the new mi.... i feel so sianz.... other than working and going school... i dun see any other things i can do... no 1 feel like toking to mi... find mi irritating larz... and so on...there is a person online in my msn... i feel like toking to her.. but i think i will feel utherly rejected.... so i decide to sleep....

begger and his life going on like shit coming out of an ass....
waiting for the princess to accept him as friend... jus friend will do.........